I awoke this morning with a start
realizing I had forgotten to do something. I absolutely dislike starting this
way. I was supposed to send in the new business plaque presentation photos to
the paper. I actually thought I had. In my mind I can replay the entire two
emails that do not really exist. (This is actually what should be causing me
more alarm.) I awoke believing I had not gotten the proofs back and in a panic
as to why. My first thought was that something had happened to M-Shell. This
caused me even more anxiety, right up to where I actually remembered I never
sent them in. Well, this set in motion the reprimanding of self, which of
course sent me into prayer where GOD was laughing, at me. Like when you laugh
at a beloved pet that does something amusing. (Not that GOD thinks I am a cat.)
More like a joyful laugh. That laser beam of light toy were you wiggle it
around and the cat chases it all over the floor and walls trying to catch
something that will never be caught. laser You are not being mean, you are playing
and you laugh, that laugh. If I wanted that in the paper silly girl you would
have remembered. I hear him say. So,
that being said, I am turning the two photos in today. I apologize two both of
you for …..well…..you can call it my failure if it eases your mind I will call
it “WOW! My bad I do not know what happened.”
We had tornado warnings all over
the county last night. I kept getting emails from the National Weather Service
on the progress of the tornado. I moved a huge blanket into the Harry Potter
room and had the kids load it up with pillows. I believe there must be no less
than 26 in the room now. There is water and candles and flashlights and
lighters. Shaggs disconnected her Xbox to save it. Then the cloud system birthing
the tornados dissipated and the warnings were terminated. We still had warnings of hail and the rain
drops were ice cold so we put Charles in the garage. My neighbor’s taped card
board boxes to their vehicle. I do not think it hailed and the thunderstorms
did not roll in until very late or very early depending on you calculate the
night. I awoke right before they started. I had my windows open and the calm is
what brought me out of sleep and then a flock of chattering birds went by and
in the distance I could hear thunder rolling and the lightning flashes were
brighter. Then rain and I was up closing windows. A loud clap of thunder awoke
Shaggy and she turned on the DVD in her room and proceeded to watch a movie and
was soon back asleep. I do not remember falling asleep. I remember rearranging
my pillows and getting comfortable after checking the Butterfly for tornado
warnings.
The wind is still howling and my
internet is off. Lady Tamara www.HighlandTitles.com is going to pour another cup of tea and start he
fireplace.
My
cats are both staring at me as if to say, “what laser beam of light? What have
you been doing to make us look stupid? You are laughing at us why?” Now Goblin
is fussed up and attempting to gain access to my lap while I sit here and
write. I think he is trying to read this letter so as to be sure I am not
giving away cat secrets or something.
Shaggy
came home yesterday all fired up over a baby shower at work. Apparently the
bleach blonde hoochie mama gang were holding a baby shower for one of their
own. She said about 23 bleach blonde, high-heel (I typed it as hell the first
time…heehee) wearing, extreme mini skirt flaunting, females came in and were
rude to her. Treated her like a servant as she held the door for them. “Mom?” she asks “who dresses like they are going
clubbing for a baby shower?” Hookers?, Bimbos? Daddy’s little darlings? Girls
with no self-esteem? “Everyone thought
they were gorgeous.” Were they I asked? “To look at, yes mom, but they were
ugly too.” Ugly how? “Well when they first walked up I thought they were
beautiful, and they were but after the way they treated me and other people on
the staff I found them ugly.” Did other staff complain about them? “No, they
just blew it off as that is the way beautiful people act.” Do you act that way?
“No, but…” But what? “ I am not
beautiful like they were.” I smiled. Oh
but Shaggy you are much more beautiful.
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